all about loving you

ALL ABOUT LOVING YOU (Bon Jovi)

Looking at the pages of my life

Faded memories of me and you

Mistakes you know I've made a few

I took some shots and fell from time to time

Baby, you were there to pull me through

We've been around the block a time or two

I'm gonna lay it on the line

Ask me how we've come this far

The answer's written in my eyes

Chorus:

Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new

That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more

I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time

When I look at what my life's been comin' to

I'm all about lovin' you

I've lived, I've loved, I've lost, I've paid some dues, baby

We've been to hell and back again

Through it all you're always my best friend

For all the words I didn't say and all the things I didn't do

Tonight I'm gonna find a way

Chorus:

Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new

That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more

I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time

When I look at what my life's been comin' to

I'm all about lovin' you

You can take this world away

You're everything I am

Just read the lines upon my face

I'm all about lovin' you

Chorus:

Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new

That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more

I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time

When I look at what my life's been comin' to

I'm all about lovin' you

All about lovin' you

not being normal

its some kind of weird feeling ive been experience lately. lol emo? its sucky.

anyway. kbox was fun. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUAN XIANG!

what are friends?

what are friends?

i just quarrelled someone.

i'm feeling fucking shitty now. i'm too tired to quarrel now. i made some comments jokingly, and he treated it for real. so to those people out there, please watch your words and be more sensitive towards others.

bochun, seriously you sucks. you need to think TRICE if u wanna talk. your words are like needles. others dun even treat you seriously, why do you even bother.

FUCKED UP

haha jacked

haha. to those blog stalkers out there!

NO ENTRIES TODAY!

reason: nothing to write about.

waste of time lessons

today's lessons is a waste of time! came school and found out that qmethod is cancelled. so i can actually come school at 4. i can stay at home and sleep!

had psychology lecture too, its crappy and i shall name that teacher mr.quek. he talk like duck. anyway i dun care what he was talking about. i was playing GAMES!

gym was okay. shoulder hurts.

anyway its 11.47 now and guess what! i did something that i dun even believe that i will do! i am studying for econs quiz tml. ha ha ha. good luck to me

empty sunday

though its been long since i last not used my alarm on sunday mornings, its boring and i felt so restless.

• sleep
• eat
• watch television
• back to sleep!

conclusion: i slepted the whole day! =D

returning of prayers.

hahaha. played pool after we return our prayers. seriously its either i quit pool or i play more pool. i think i suck at it. the pool hall was cold. outside was oven. played for very long, near 3 hours. den met went to bugis to find wei jie and ze feng. we keep disturbing wei jie. and asking ze feng for his cca back in secondary school while walking to army market. we walked around and seperated. i had to go to vivo city to meet friends. vivo is very big! and the way that it is built is very confusing. haha to me at least. had dinner. den talked cock. julia had open a cafe-bar with the theme of maid-waitress, commonly known as the cosplay cafe. it will be open in 2-3 weeks time. and it might be the only cafe-bar i can buy alcoholic drinks in. dun worry! i will bring u peeps go too! i also learned that julia quitted school because of her work. to think that i will no longer see her in school anymore. its kind a waste actually. it reminds me of my mother. she always say '有读书的孩子不会学坏。' are all these sacrifices she made really worth it? it was late so we went back. i thought of a lot of stuff. and i shared with hongyi online.

he said,

'take time to figure out yourself.'

...?

i don't know what to post. just...

• dismissed at 1 today.
• had lunch with chuan xiang.
• cRashed maths clinic!

woah. joel's maths mentor was great. he teach very well! things that are very difficult to understand seems very simple after he explain to us. anyway, when he sat down beside us, he took out his pencil shaver and shaved his pencil! joel seriously need to buy him a mechanical pencil one day to thank him for his teachings! and he kinda got some slang in his english.

• maths clinic over.
• slacked at business park with joel and jacky.
• waited for chuan xiang.
• couldnt wait any more.
• go gym!
• did usual stuff.
• injured my shoulder.
• stopped gym.
• go home!

secret training starts!

its the second day of school after River Regatta.

• woke up in the morning.
• had breakfast.
• left home for school.
• reached school.
• went to cheers.
• wanted to buy jelly beans. but out of stock so i bought some sour candy.
• attended lectures.
• blah blah blah.
• school ended.
• had a maggie goreng.

it feels really weird to have a empty tuesday. so i went to the gym with joel, chuan xiang, ming huei. we did most of the usual stuff. im going to start pushing myself from now on. i want to be stronger from now on. i want to win.

after gym, went for a slow jog with joel. washed up then went to cheers again. i bought some disgusting soya bean drink. its tasteless.. hmm.. joel was complaining that he pulled his intestine. haha be more careful next time! we went home. played a round of dota with classmates. then found out that i have to complete the comprog assignment by tml and i lost it. =.= so i went to bertram's house to photocopy it and complete it as much as i could as it was really difficult. i came home and had diarrhea. it must be the maggie goreng! i also found out that my new account for msn can be worked!

okay! good night!

River Regatta 06 12/11/06

second day of River Regatta 06.

• received sms in the morning. ( we made it to the semi-finals)
• happily packed my shoes to my bag.
• left my home.
• still suffering the side effect of the energy gel.
• SHAGGED.
• reached singapore river.
• ate my pandan bread.
• waited

after like 15 minutes of waiting. the rest of my fellow team mates reached. once again we will be competing against each other in the semi finals. so we...

• did our warm up.
• cheer each other up.
• and raced.
• RP won us and got first.
• Seniors got second.
• We got third.

we only qualify for the minor final and the plate final. im kinda emo at first but thinking that emo-ing wouldn't help changing the results.

• had lunch with them.
• talk.
• waited.

soon again our turn to race.

• we joined the girls for warm up.
• joel warned us its our last race. we have only got this last chance to prove ourself.
• up and ready!
• race started.
• did the usual stuff just like training.
• near 3/4 of the race, i just felt like giving up.
• its my team mates who give me the support.
• you guys make me strong.
• i did my best all the way.

results is out. we've got third. we weren't sad or regret. we did our best. yes they are indeed stronger than us. we will definitely come back STRONGER. seniors got second in the minor finals. please don't be sad. you guys are my role model. we will work HARD towards you. you all made me understand what dragonboating is all about.

• we took pictures after that.
• the seniors raped some of the juniors.
• took pictures with our plaque.
• changed up.
• headed towards sakura @ orchard.
• eat.
• played.
• eat.
• still playing.
• finally finished eating.
• go home.
• VOMITED.

gonna post the pictures that we took some other days.

River Regatta 11/1106

i seriously don't know where to start off.

• gathered early in the morning to visit the temple.
• took mrt and reached destination.
• briefing and mix team race.
• race over, saw disappointed faces.

this is when i began feeling dampen. seeing my fellow team mates work so much for the past few months and things don't turn out the way they wanted.

• lost of words.
• saw michelle and carys.
• warm up and another small briefing.
• race starts.
• race ends.

i thought we did ..okay.. but we got 3rd. lost by split second. i finally understand why coach and seniors say that dragonboat is a split second sports.

• moody.
• sucky
• emo-ing

it wasnt so bad when it was our seniors that got 1st in the hits.

• feeling better after talking to fellow team mates
• took some rest.

it was then time for the seniors IVP race.

• cheer them up.
• watch them board the boat.
• rains.
• waited.
• waited.
• waited.
• race started.

what we saw and what turned out doesn't tally. seeing them when the 'sian' look once again really demoralise me. are we really that bad? nope. we are strong. just that lady luck wasn't smiling at us despite all the shiny foreheads and holy blessings.

its coming!

hmm. its 2 days to River Regatta. nothing much for the day today. it still the same old thursday but except for toning down for the training. didnt do as much so training ended early. during debrief, coach came and told us about the race. we are in the same hits with seniors. at first, i felt uneasy. but soon, its not bad afterall. we are gonna rock and row! then we bathed and had dinner together. me chuan xiang and kok took the same bus home together. we talked alot. random stuff of coz. den i switched bus to 22. omg la. the old auntie infront of me stinks to the core. she turned around and stared at me, den nodded her head. =.=! wtf wtf! i faster look away. den slowly the smell got worst. i took out my leather wallet and cover my nose la. stinko! when i alight the bus, it felt like heaven. lol

den i reach home den i finish up my project.

Good night!

boring day hyper night!

its novemeber 06 and its 5 more days to River Regatta. guys are you with me? if u are, let us rock and roll in singapore river in 5 days time! lets make every other dragon boat remember us!

i woke up this morning prepared and went out for school. met alex and sam and went for lessons. nothing much. just feeling abit emo. was fairly quiet troughout the day. took lots of pictures during qmethod lessons. haha.

after that samantha asked her nyp friend come and crash our maths lesson. the teacher ask alex and melvin to do some question regarding differentiation. i helped them of course! hehe. oh yeah. alex, samantha and i had some bettings that we are not suppose to scold any vulgarities. if we do so, we have to pay each other 50cents each. so please do look forward to the better me. near evening, i went down to sports complex to meet fellow DB mates. we watched the volleyball championship. we were so HIGH man! den we went home. GOODNIGHT!

one more week

its november 05 today and its 6 more days to River Regatta. i've been feeling like as if thousand of butterfly flying around in my stomach. right now i just wanna WIN. i am desperate to WIN and i will do what it takes to WIN!

today its quite a funny day. we went down to marina square after training. had carls junior. we had lots of rounds of drinks since it was free flow. lol. end up going to the toilet like 3 times in 1 hour. nope i don't have kidney problem, its the drinks! haha. den we went to topman. i tried out this jacket and it was VERY nice! i wanted to buy but seriously i have no money. so too bad. irvin, ben, boon, derrick bought a shirt. den me and irvin bought a sports shorts at royal sporting house. the only size left were s and xl. irvin took s and i took xl. i guess its abit too big. after that we went home. nothing much.

good night!

nervous

today is saturday. which means i have training today! woke up near 11. had breakfast and watched deathnote episode 5. i must salute to the writer of death note, for him to thing of such complicated killing method. so after that i prepare my stuff and went out to wait for bus. i missed bus 70 and while waiting i saw huiyuan on the second lvl of bus 80. i went up and found out more ppl there. lol so qiao. so we reached kallang there and training started. bla bla bla. training ended. somehow i feel that today isnt really a good day. we went down to the race site and yiliang and irvin talked to us about the race day itself. i can feel the nervous-ness! i believe that we can and we will do it! den we walk down to lao pa sa to have dinner. we slowly eat lor. then we went home. really tired! good night

mr. eatalot

waaa.. its been so long since i slept till my heart's content. woke up near 10 today! 10 hours of sleeping is really GREAT! so i watched the last episode of full metal alchemist. i know i am VERY lag. but deal with it! its very nice and saddenning. haiz. afterwards i went school. i saw rubber tan. he look very diff now. haha. goatie boy. lol. i reach school and was really hungry! so i met alex up for lunch. had bar chor mee. it was still as nice as ever. i realise that i am still hungry after that bar chor mee. so i ate sandwich. i know i eat alot. so just deal with it AGAIN! den lesson start. lecture nonsense. oh yeah i didnt bring my maths table so i borrowed from fellow lecture mates! they are really great. when the test start, alex's maths table and mine's got swap. and teacher found out that the maths table i had had writings on it. so i did the test without the table. sianzz. but overall did quite okay la. 17/20 waha. so school ended. i went to business park canteen to meet fellow teammates. they were saying that outside the library have this booth that u do their survery they give u condom for free. lol so we went to have a look while accompany chuanxiang buy his business book. end up all humji lol so we didnt do the survey. soon training starts. nothing much about training. just that we might not be able to go penang. haiz. nothing much lar. haha!

'Be confident, because you are strong!'